Body Image and Aging

I was a very short and very light child. I was always assumed younger than I was. But I played sports and was a dancer. That made me strong. I’m still strong today, but I’m less short and less light.

Between my genes and all the dance training, I was an incredibly late bloomer. During my freshmen year in college my mom came to campus and bought me a Dell computer. This was late 90s. You’d go into the store to choose your specifications and come back a week later to pick up your custom-built tower and monitor. When I returned on my own to pick it up the clerk thought he was being punked — he wasn’t going to hand over the computer to a 13-year-old. It took some convincing even after I’d shown him my driver’s license and University of Texas student ID to believe me. So that kind of short, light, immature late bloomer.

But I finally grew into myself during sophomore year and that growth spurt pushed me over the edge to win a spot on the Pom Squad headed into my junior year. For me this was absolute success. Only 15 girls make Texas Pom and I was one of them. Think Dallas Cowboys Cheerleader, but for college.

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Welcoming 2022 by Witnessing First

On a Saturday afternoon in late Fall, I walked downstairs to find my husband enjoying a peaceful moment on the front porch. I’d gotten him nice rocking chairs for his birthday a few weeks prior, and I was glad he was taking a moment to enjoy. And yet I knew I had to walk outside with my bleary eyes and interrupt the peace. I’d been lost in a haze for a few weeks and the watershed had broken. I slumped into the rocker beside him and between gulping ugly cries, I said something’s wrong. It’s not going away this time and I need help.

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Betsy Poos
A Christmas Day Blessing

Let us pray.
Dear God. Dear Universe. Dear Light.
On this Christmas Day we pause with full hearts and soft spirit to give blessings.
Blessings to the creators who brought us the beauty and the hard of our Christmas story. To Mary, to Joseph, to baby Jesus and the guiding North Star.

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Betsy Poos